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Kelly Shabott's Blog – May 2011 Archive (5)

Leave for Me Now!!

Although, I went to my scheduled appointment with the psychiatrist, I never met him. As, I was standing at the receptionist desk just about to sign in, I noticed on her desk there was a small plaque with a prayer written on it. The prayer goes like this:

God grant me the serenity

to accept the things I cannot change;

courage to change the things I can;

and wisdom to know the difference.

And at that moment, I…

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Added by Kelly Shabott on May 17, 2011 at 9:44am — 1 Comment

One...Two Many too Count......

That is exactly what these panic attacks became one..two many too count! The overwhelming fear that that once gripped me has now begun to cripple me. What was once an unfamiliar feeling has now become the dread of my day and the fear of my night! Which began to take me to an even darker place than before,…

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Added by Kelly Shabott on May 15, 2011 at 9:31am — No Comments

"Cold"

After, I posted last night’s posting called “Deep within me”, I went to bed and began to ponder the word “Cold”. I was talking to the Lord about this word. And thought, if the “sun” (notice the spelling) didn’t shine here on earth, it would be a very dark and cold place. Where there would be no life and we would die! Then I realize a place without the “Son” (Notice:… Continue

Added by Kelly Shabott on May 14, 2011 at 3:16pm — No Comments

"Deep within Me"

In 1995, I experienced something for the first time, something that I had never experienced before in my life. It came out of nowhere. And when I use those words no where I truly mean “Nowhere” and it wasn’t out of the blue but out of “darkness”. Darkness full of the sound over whelming fear! A fear where every breath you try to take feel like your last, and every pound of your heart your you can hear pulsing through your…

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Added by Kelly Shabott on May 10, 2011 at 1:28pm — No Comments

My Journey with Jesus!

I believe, we have all traveled a journey of darkness at some point in our life, that is why I desire to share my journey with you and how the Lord never left me. Even through my darkest hours. The Lord lighted the way!! The title of this blog comes from a song, called "Safe" by Helen Jayne. The Lord gave me this song 16 years ago when I suffered a nervous breakdown which led to severe panic attacks and deep depression. Even through… Continue

Added by Kelly Shabott on May 10, 2011 at 7:12am — No Comments