May 2012 Blog Posts (109)

I know I've been difficult with things I've put about my life. I ask forgiveness to anyone who I may have hurt. I hope whoever's been hurt, please except my apoligie. I don't want to be a stumbling block to anyone let alone a brother or sister in Christ.

I thank Jesus and I thank you guys for being pacient.

Life can be quite complicated. And, not having brothers and sisters face to face can be challenging. That's why AAG is so importent to…

Has it ever seemed the weight of the world was on your shoulders? It seems like that for me.

When your flesh is so vicious and unkind in your life. When it shows no mercy.

When Satan sees that you're weak and gives another kick, kicking you when you're down (that's when he's really likely to show up). When he fires vicious attacks.

When sin surounds you. While, even talking about it, the sin is once again comitted.

When life is…

Dear Heavenly Father, I am thankful for all that You have given me. Lord, forgive this generation of families that have failed one another. Restore the breaches in families and homes. Give the children a submissive spirit toward their parents and speak to them to honor their mothers and fathers. Give the fathers and mothers the love and wisdom that they need to minister to their children. Heal those relationships and restore the broken homes . Heal our land O Lord. I ask this in…

Born again believers can b oppressed but not possessed. Hence the No weapon formed shall prosper, as Jesus is Lord & the Holy Spirit dwells within us.

Another one: Can a believer lose their salvation.

I learnt no.. they can backslide/fall from Grace.. but the same Grace allows believers to repent & completely turn from their old ways & b 4given. Hence the north from the south, east from the west so I don't remember transgressions or the deepest ocean…

I'm downcasted in spirit. I'm glad Jesus has my restroom anxiety-no I don't want it back. But, now I'm being attacked by something worse. I'm questioning my salvation.

The pain in me is too much to bear....it's hurts so bad. I just want to go be with Jesus. My salvation...my very spirit is in His hands.

There's so much coming at me. I want out of the city and into isolation. Somewhere in the country far from here. Or maybe the woods or a forest...I want to go…

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for Your love toward me. Lord, I ask You to place in me the same kind of love you have for the lost and the poor. I pray for the lost and ask You to work in the hearts of those who are seeking for You, yet are looking in the wrong places. Father, I need a tender and understanding heart toward the poor. May I be sensitive to Your leading so that I know where I should give, so that the poor are helped in the right way. Lord, thank You for blessing…

After twenty years, as cursed as I may be

for having learned computerese,

I continue to examine bits, bytes and words

and insure that I'm one of those computer nerds.



Program design, source code and compile

followed by walk-throughs that place me on trial.

There's lots of testing - a means to an end

in hopes of avoiding future production abends.



There are micros, minis and mainframe hardware

which are made to work with in-house and…

To Nature's old self I cling,

although I should be a new creation

and enjoy the blessings that it brings.



I'm bound as a passive prisoner

wholly contained within my soul,

while personal chains constrict even tighter.



Jacob Marley would have been proud,

as I've forged my own binding links

that strangle the life force, which is continually cast down.



The freedom that I crave

won't be obtained by my own strength,

for only the Cross'…

1Tim 1:5 The purpose of my instruction is that all believers would be filled with love that comes from a pure heart, a clear conscience, and genuine faith. Love that comes from a pure heart, a clear conscience, and genuine Faith. Those three things from which Love is expressed. They all tie together. A pure heart. Is a heart that is not divided. One that has clearly chosen a side to represent. A pure heart through Love has a knowledge of Who it serves. A…

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for being patient with me in my trials. I have failed many of my tests the first time around, but because of Your love and mercy, I have been given another chance to overcome. Each time You have strengthened me until I have been able to overcome the devil with his temptations. Lord, I do want to be conformed into Your image. It seems so impossible, but You said that with You there is nothing impossible, so I am believing You to do the work in my…

Ok, you know my restroom anxiety I've been complaining about? Well, after being prayed for last night on prayernet and today talking to some people in messageing things are different. Why you ask? Well, because I've given the problem to Jesus. He will take care of it. After all, He's the Creator. He created the human body which includes the urinary system, kidnies, bladder and whatever. If I can't trust the One who created those things for me, than who can I trust? :o) Praise…

“You know, Christine, I have heard people comment that there is an awful lot of talk about Jesus in the church today, and not so much teaching about God the Father.  Could you comment on that?” my dear friend Christa asked, catching me off guard at Bible study last week.  …

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you that You called me to be Your servant. Lord, give me the grace to serve You well. I do thank You for Your wisdom also. Guide me daily in the things that I must do and show me my priorities. Help me to be sensitive to the needs of those around me. Lord, I am looking to You to meet all of my needs. Give me peace and confidence when I must deal with situations that are difficult for me. May I speak the truth in love and be open myself for correction…

As a broken person where do I begin?

Life's road is like walking on glass, there's so much pain.

I know I belong to Christ, but why does He seem so far away? Probably because of sin. Sin that deeply grieves me.

My soul is filled with sorrow. Am I a hinderance to the body of Christ? What is my purpose?

I was down in a valley, well I fell into a ditch.

My sight is blinded for now I see so much…

I envy everyone that is truly saved by the grace of God. I'd like to think that i'm saved, but I can't really say for sure. I mean, I did say the words that came to my heart, my confession of wanting Jesus as my savior, and how I am a sinner in need of a savior, but somehow, I can't seem to stay on the "wagon". I feel like whenever I go on sinning, and neglect God for a period of time, I need to re-commit my life to Jesus, (I've done this more times than I care to remember.) I want so bad to…

This is not as hard as so many seem to make it.  We Serve a Loving Father Who has given us Lots of Grace!  We must learn to Trust that.  He knows our hearts!!!  Let go and allow God...  I have my share of difficulties!!  But, I know that I am Loved by the Creator.  Jesus walked our steps already!  Let Go....  Trust that the Spirit is with you! Know that Jesus is with you!  This is Not that hard!!  If you know me at all, you know I say all of this in Love... Chris

There's also a fear I have some things that I know are demonic.

I'm teriffied of the evil spirit in the mirror....I don't even want to say the name on here. I want to be at peace. I've been tormented with this since 8th grade (yes, the infamous 8th grade yet again). Is there anything to calm down my yet anxious self again? I needed to finally get it out, I'm tired of keeping this in.

There's also another one. There's a story about it with a WV tower in, I…

Dear Heavenly Father, I am thankful for all that you have provided for me. Help me not to be stressful, when I have need of certain things and I do not see how they will be supplied. My trust is in You and I know that You will never leave me nor forsake me. Lord, I am grateful for a peaceful home. Fill all who visit our home with Your peace. Let us serve those that You send to our house. Lord, I pray for marriages that are hurting because of so much stress. Show them the changes…

Faith made sight.  John 4:46-53                                                              

This appears to be a matter-of-fact recounting of ho-hum storytelling, but…