Angel Smoot's Blog – March 2010 Archive (2)

So this week has been trying. Both of my children are sick. One with a double ear infection and the other with the stomach virus so they are pretty miserable. And to top everything off I have to call off for another week from work. Don't get me wrong, I love my babies and my job is second place to them, but I really like this job and I want to keep it. I have just called off alot for us being sick and I don't want to lose it. I will have no way to take care of my household and the job market… Continue

So the past month has been crazy. So many ups and downs and I have come to the decision to just five up on everything. I mean it sounds like a heartless, cruel thing to do, but I'm sick of being in this situation with no way out and no one I can truly trust. I know in my head that God is there and I can trust Him, I just have the problem of I can't see Him and touch Him so sometimes I forget that He is there and He can hear me. Every decision that I make is wrong and I don't know what else to… Continue