Na Na's Blog – March 2012 Archive (3)

I read in Palms 139:16: Your eyes saw my unformed body;   all the days ordained for me were written in your book  before one of them came to be.  I know that God has purpose for anyone who believe and obey him.

However, I don’t know what is his purpose for my life? I don’t know what should I do? Future is a unseen thing and the only thing I should do is keep going on in Jesus, read Bible and pray to him everyday. I understand that but it’s really hard to control my feeling!!!…

I was a in a happy family with Dad, Mom, brothers and a twin sister. My life is full of family’s love. I’ve never been alone since I was a baby.  Maybe that is the reason why I’m afraid to be alone, I’m scared of loneliness, I hate to be alone. My family and my twin sister are always beside me. I was so sad when my twin sister got married. I decided to get married with the man who I love so much this year but he doesn’t believe in God. I didn’t ask God permission about that because…

I don’t remember exactly the day I was baptized. I was in God for long time but I didn’t change much. My life before and after baptize is not much different. I only need Him when I got troubles. I also read Bible and prayed to God but God was not in my way, God was not in my central heart.

I met and fell in love with a man before being baptized. I sometimes thought that he was not my man that God chose for me, but I didn’t ask God permission. We planned to get married; everybody…