Brandy's Blog – January 2009 Archive (3)

I'm the girl with sad eyes and plastic smile on my face.
If you you ask me how I'm doing I'll say, I'm fine and laugh softly. Just to make your questions go away.
I'm the girl who cried and screamed for someone to care, until I finally lost my voice.....

Years and Years, I'm Fine, I'm Fine, I'm Fine......

Just don't open that box in the corner where I put that girl... she's not!


Written by,
Brandy Berry

Rabbit Hole







Can't I get anything right?



Open my mouth nonsense flows



Broken glass looks back at me



Step off the cliff



No safety net



Falling, falling down the rabbit hole



Crazy mind out of control



Bruise my ego



Break my heart



Emptiness surrounds me



No end



No start



Bleakness, I can not see



Hot painful tears flow thru… Continue

I have to say that I have been blessed with many girlfriends. ( I know that sounds old fashioned) I have been blessed and seen so many of them blessed and cursed. I am writing this because of the ones that I have seen cursed. I am broken hearted, my tears for them over flow, my soul aches with my inablitly to change their paths they have chosen. Time has opened my eyes to recognize the signs of verbal and physical abuse early in my life. So I can see it in their's.

The men that tell them… Continue