My Testimony
I ws born n brought up in hindu family....i had mny GODs to wrship..bt did nt knw which GOD to wrship the most....i alwayz used to ask my parents who is our true GOD....bt they used to tell me we hv mny GODs n u can pray anone..bt i ws nvr satisfied..then frm my childhood dayz till decmber last year i use to pray to all GODS...
I had a very lustful life wen i ws in my teenage age....I njoyed a lottt....after realizing my mistakes i used to sit n cry....bt then i used to think anyway GOD is gng to punish me so y shuld i change...tis affected my studies..... then i started praying less to GOD....only during exmz i used to pray....even frm past four yrs i went thru lot of health problems(brain problem,skin problem,evrymnth i used to fall sick,eye problem ,severe pain in legs n hands etc etc.list of health problem will nt end)...due to tis i started hating my life..i felt like a burden fr my parents..they had TO spend lot of money on my treatment..i felt like to end up my life..i used to ask GOD to kill me..due to tis i went into depression........
Then it ws in the mnth of January i very sick,i ws injected with mny medicines on my spinal cord .....then i ws discharged n bck home...then after cming hm..i used to hv sleepless nite...the fear of death used to haunt me..then i used to talk to my mother abt death..she ws afraid...i ws restless..i used to ask mom wer we will go after death....she used to tell me its like cycle..we hv seven births..later we will bcm animals..by hearing tat i ws afraid..i told her i dnt want to die..i want to live life long....she told its impossible...then fr one mnth i had sleepless night
the fear of death haunted me..badly...then i thought of bible...then i started reading bible seriously..then i started sleeping with cross n bible near me.....then also i ws nt satisfied.....i ws nt able to understand bible.......then in ORKUT i joined a CHRIST communitie...thru tat i gt a friend who used to spread gospel thru internet...she send me frnd reqest ..then i attended her gospel everyday.....then also i used to feel tat even hindu GODs are equal to JESUS...i ws nt sure wether to accept CHRIST in my life ...bcoz i felt if i accepted CHRIST..hindu GODs will curse me...i had to confirm it wether HE is the real GOD........
Then one day suddenly in the last week of January mnth..i had a sudden ear pain...the pain ws severe...it ws midnite..n i cant go to any doctor also at time..i ws yelling with pain fr continuosusly 1 hr..even nw also wen i think of the pain a shiffer runs dwn my spine....then I thought of JESUS...my frnd told me if u call him he will hear u ,he will heal u anytime,he will help u,n answer ur prayers...
Then i cried n prayed..prve me JESUS u r the real GOD...i accept u in my Life JESUS frm today..i prayed..n prve it to me...cure ear pain i cried to HIM...n u all wnt beleive ...a bursting sound came frm my ear..n pain ws gn in 1 second...i ws amazed...i cried with tears..i asked JESUS wat hv u dn tis..i told my mom abt tat wat hppned nite....she told me good....
bt i ws amazed by tat ..tat ws the first miracle by JESUS....to me
Then i started reading Bible seriously...i started reading everyday..i started praying to HIM everyday.....i started feeling HIS presence...everyday a inner voice used to talk to me....tat inner voice used to stop me frm dng wrong things..wenevr i went on a wrng way tat inner voice used to stop me...i started feeling happiness...i learnt hw to be happy in difficult times ..i felt the peace n joy inside me...i learnt to be happy
then there r lot of miracles JESUS has dn to me in tis 7 mnths....i will be surely writing it separately....there is lot of differnce in my past n present life....
As i m frm hindu family mny times my faith has gt shaken..i used to gt diverted to hindu GODs..smtimes bcoz of family pressure i felt like leaving CHRIST..bt u all knw one thing..JESUS has alwayz hold me tight near to HIM...HE nvr allowed me to go away frm HIM..as i used to pray fr tat..n i can feel tat..HE has answered my each n every prayers..none of my prayers has gone answered till nw..JESUS had made me to wait n to keep pateince bt nvr unanswered my prayers...
Then i asked JESUS to tell me abt death....bcoz i ws afraid of it ..i prayed fr it..n miracle happened...on the same day i gt a mail on orkut frm CHRIST community..tat mail was "life after death"..in tat everything was written watever i wanted knw ...tat ws second miracle by CHRIST
tat changed my life..nw i m nt at alll afraid of death...cn face it anytime..bcoz i knw CHRIST is waiting fr me on the other side....
even nw also i m gng thru lot oF trials as i frm hindu family i hv to face a lot of presuure frm evryone including my relatives..bt JESUS did nt allow me to sink anytime..HE nvr allowed a single tear to fall frm my eye....even nw wen writing tis testimony i can feel his presence...bcoz HE is guiding me wile writing.....
NW I HV ALSO TURNED FRM MY SINS..i hv left my lustful life...i dnt even fight with my mom..even nw wen she shouts at me i listen it with pateince..nvr back answer her...tis pateince i got frm CHRIST....mving on rite track..wenevr i slip frm this rite track..JESUS holds me n brings me on write path again..bt HE nvr left me....nw my anger has disspappered..i nvr gt angry on anyone..all PRAISE to HIM....NW I KNW my sins will be frgved...GOD can frgv our sins..HE wILL NOT punish us..n i m happy fr tat.....
nw I waiting fr my parents to cm near HIM..n i m sure tat they will follow HIM one day..especially my sweet mummy..the person whom i love a lot..MY Mother is the most precious gift given by GOD to me
Praise the LORD
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Would you be my friend again hahahaha. My previous account locked on me and does not allow me to log in, so I created this new one. So will you be my friend again hehe
please! :)
Please take time to listen to the below shocking message (Shocking Youth Message Stuns Hearers, So Shocking the Preacher Was Never Invited Back) by brother Paul David Washer (HeartCry Missionary Society):
God bless you my dear sweet wonderful sister, in the Lord, Father God, please give your angels charge over this precious one, do not let any harm come to her, bless her and keep her in the palm of your hand. Amen. (((hugs)))
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''KNOW THAT YOU CAN NEVER FAIL TO SHARE GOD's LOVE IN THE WORLD.
JUST BECAUSE YOU DO NOT ALWAYS EXPERIENCE IT,
DOESN'T MEAN IT's NOT ALWAYS RADIATING FROM YOU IN ALL THAT YOU DO.
YOU CAN NOT STOP GOD's LOVE,BUT YOU CAN FORGET TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT.''
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wow what a wonderful testimony , really amazing ; God is a god of Goodness and where the spirit of the lord is there is freedom :)
God Bless you richly :) and use you for his Glory
please! :)
Other sermons of brother Paul David Washer can be found at:
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Praise and Thank the Lord of all.
Welcome to AAG.
Please take time to listen to the below shocking message (Shocking Youth Message Stuns Hearers, So Shocking the Preacher Was Never Invited Back) by brother Paul David Washer (HeartCry Missionary Society):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uuabITeO4l8
Only Audio and Only Video of the same can also be found at:
http://www.sermonaudio.com/sermoninfo.asp?SID=52906154239
Praise and Thank the Lord of all.
Great chatting with you with you little sister. Be blessed and a blessing :)
''KNOW THAT YOU CAN NEVER FAIL TO SHARE GOD's LOVE IN THE WORLD.
JUST BECAUSE YOU DO NOT ALWAYS EXPERIENCE IT,
DOESN'T MEAN IT's NOT ALWAYS RADIATING FROM YOU IN ALL THAT YOU DO.
YOU CAN NOT STOP GOD's LOVE,BUT YOU CAN FORGET TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT.''
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