Jolene morgan's Page

Gender

Female

Country (not County)

United States

I'm here to...

try and build a relationship with the christian community.

Interests:

I have alot of interests. My kids are my main love but i like to swim and go for long drives.

I'm passionate about...

My kids. the ocean. Elevating my intellectual education by research and development of my beliefs and personal life experiences.

My story with God

I was raised christian. I am hoping to find peace in the last days so that i mat be found worthy and be redeemed in the holy blood of the lamb so that i may join my children and the lord in heaven when the time comes to leave this world.

Other stuff about me:

I was raised in a predominately christian home. Backslider parents most of the time. A very devout, god fearing/ god loving grandmother. Later in my years my parents became ultra orthodox Christians. We were almost cult like compared to other people " secular citizens" I rebelled against my family and friends and always felt like an alien on the outside. I went to christian church through some of high school. I never fit in. I have always had issues were god was concerned. My grandfather a decon in church molested me and my sister. Was a child predator and still is. Yet he claims Christianity and ultimate forgiveness for his indiscretions. I am older now with 4 children of my own. my mother is a very devout end of the world person and so is my grandmother. They are telling me the end is near and while i am inclined to believe what i was brought up to bleive, I still hold out hope that god will give me precious time with my wonderful children who are all under 8. I hold out hope that he will let them have life. But then i hear my mother saying not to hold out hope for this because it wont happen and the best i can hop for at all is that they will be rapture. So i now hope for this. Because all in all I dont know about my own soul but i do know i would never wish death or pain on my babies. I want them to go to heaven and not to suffer here. I can also relate alot to parents who kill their children out of fear of the unknown. Thinking they are saving them. I would never kill my children. However i know the feelings of loss and despair they have felt. I understand that circumstances lead people to do desperate things. I am just trying to allow god to save my soul and hoping he finds me worthy enough to be with my children in heaven. Apparently we dont have long to wait and we shall see very soon how worthy each of us are.