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Gender: Female

Country (not County): USA

Occupation:: Admin

I'm here to...: Learn more and grow in my faith

Interests:: Boating

I'm passionate about...: God, my children and the ocean

My story with God: I have struggled with my faith but because of a very difficult divorce I have become closer to God. When I got married 25 years ago (I have only been married once), I made a promise to God that I would raise my children as Catholic because my ex wanted to get married in the church he belonged to. I kept my promise and had my children go to church and become active in the church community. As the years went by my ex stopped going to church and soon my children followed his lead althought i continued on. Every once in a while when they are home they will go but not with the same confiction as I do. I have been shopping churches because I think God wants me to try a different church. In some ways I miss the tradition of the Catholic church but have found some comfort in orther churches and was pleasantly surprised by what I saw and heard. I will continue my search and I think God will put me in the church I can most serve and where he wants me to be not necessarily where I want to be.
I love God - he has saved my life and I will continue to seek his wisdom and knowledge (sometimes I think I have a hard head because I feel I should hear him more).
I pray that God will talk to me in what every way he wants so that I stay on the path he wants me to follow.
Does anyone else out there feel that way?
It is late, can't sleep so I thought I would come to this site because it helps me to realize that there is a group of people that love God and will express themselve.
Thank you and God bless!

Much needed Prayers

Hi all,
Please send prayers my way. Since my border is leaving I need to find someone else and I am praying that God sends me someone that is a beliver. I know that there are sooooo many people that have much bigger needs and I pray for them.
I have been in this house for 25 years and my sister counsels me and says that I should not be afraid because then I am not giving it God. I guess I am out of my comfort zone because I need a roof over my head for my daughter and I.
I would love to sell my home and move into something much smaller but the market it so bad I would not get much out of it.
I hope people don't think badly of me but I have gone through such a bad divorce and the one constant is that I have been able to be here and my children have the same home they grew up in to visit (although my daughter lives with me).
I know the power of pray and if it is not to selfish please pray that I find a person that is decent and believes in God.
Thank you and God Bless!!!!!!!

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At 8:29pm on February 5, 2009, felixpadua said…: thanks jessatrain. yes i'll do as you suggested. first the pacific, that's closer to me where i live. see you again.

At 6:51pm on February 5, 2009, felixpadua said…: hello, jessatrain. what a unique name. what's your passion about ocean, please let me know. i've not been to oceans, i live inland, far away from the pacific and the atlantic oceans.

At 9:21pm on January 14, 2009, Paige Robertson said…: Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com

Hello my friend,
How are you doing these days? I pray that you will find peace and rest in the loving arms of our father God. That He will uphold you in times of trial,trouble and tribulation. These days there is evil, and we must be on our guard. Please give us discernment in every and any area of our lives as Jessatrain and I walk with you. We trust in you God, We need you God! Thank you God that you promised that u would never leave us nr forsake us. In Jesus name, Amen!
Take Care my beloved sister. You are missed. let me know what is going on in your life with the Lord.
Paige

At 11:55pm on January 11, 2009, Debbie said…: Hi dear how are you doing? I haven't spoke to you in a while, I wanted to touch base with you. I am really sorry it has taken so long to get back to you...but I think of you often. Please let me know how you are...and as always If you need anything...just let me know:) Bless You!
In Christ,
Debbie

At 2:39pm on January 5, 2009, Paige Robertson said…: Hello sweetie, How are you??
It has been forever since we last connected and fellowshipped. I felt you on my heart and decided to swing by and say hello and check up on you. How was your Christmas and your New Years? I hope it was really good and a Christmas that you will cherish for a lifetime. I see that you struggled with your faith and in finding that special someone to share your life with. Have you found a possible canidate? Take it easy, and dont rush in. Use discernment and prayer. I know that sometimes it is soo hard to hear God, but I have come to the realization that if you dont hear Him say anything that maybe that means to wait. I have had alot happen to me in the last few months and it has really humbled me. But if He didnt humble me then I wouldnt draw close to Him. I probably wouldve just gone my own way. Be happy that oyu are in the loving hands of a father that will never let you go. I struggle believing that because I had alot of father issue growing up. But anyway, I pray that the Lord is really healing you during this time. Remember that you are not alone in your pain. Alot of people are going through alot right now. Anyway, I hope to hear back from you. You are loved. Have a blessed New Year
Paige

At 4:48pm on December 16, 2008, WILBERTLEWIS said…: SISTER RENEW YOUR MIND THOUGHTS HOLD ON YOU ARE NOT ALONE REMEMBER THE FOOTPRINTS HE IS CARRYING YOU SMILE YOU ARE SO PRETTY KNOW THAT LOVE YOU

At 1:42pm on December 7, 2008, Debbie said…: Virginia,
Thank you very much for letting me know how you are doing! Have you had any luck with tenants? It would be such a blessing if you could find a christian roomate...possibly the Lord has that in the works?? I pray for you, your situation, and think about you often. It's so hard at the times when we feel so alone, We know God is with us and working through us, but I can't think of a feeling worse than feeling utterly alone. I reached my bottom July 06, and took two years to get things taken care of and my affairs in order. I didn't think of suicide as a sin because at that time I didn't believe in anything, I took my cross off, gave up on God, gave up on heaven, gave up on myself. I was at a graduation party July 08, which I was thinking was going to be my last gathering with this group of people, because within weeks of that party I was going to be dead. ONE reason I am still here is because of something a women said to me at this party, a women I didn't even know! What I can say is "what she said was from God" there is no doubt in my mind! From there, God spoke to me in the car on the way home "you will come home when I tell you to come home", then I posted a prayer request on Joyce Meyer Ministries. I ended up on AAG...and Carla befriended me then her mom. If not for them I may not be here, my point is I was in a "very bad" place, but I haven't given up yet. "I wasted two years planning for the end", now I'm alive diligently searching for answers because I'm not living for myself, metaphorically speaking I hit bottom and died that day. I am receiving answers from the Lord and some things are making sense. When I do get that feeling of giving up...I don't dwell on the feeling, I dwell on the "word" and the word "wait". I will say "you can give up but...WAIT...BE STILL...LISTEN" Circumstances change...don't give up. The Blessing will be in proportion to the trials and pain!
Much Love,
Debbie

At 8:14pm on November 30, 2008, Carla said…: ..one more thought......Even God had to deal with the rebellion of Adam and Eve.....Our children have inherited that seed of rebellion in this fallen world..we all have! God help us!

1 Corinthians 13---read and pray on it!
Remember it is God's Love, not ours.

At 8:12pm on November 30, 2008, Carla said…: Jessatrain...Hello my dear...do not be discouraged. That is easy to say right! I wish I were there to hug you and cry with you. I know how hard it can be to have a child who lashes out at you in full disrespect. My 5 year old does that to me..and my husband. I don't know where it has come from...My older son is completely kind and respectful. My younger one has his moments..but he really knows how to push our buttons. I am seeking God in this completely.. I have so much to learn on how to teach him, encourage him and let him know he is Loved unconditionally. All I can say is trust in the Lord. God Blesses those who realize their need for Him. I am brought to tears knowing the rebellion of people in this world...Just how the Lord reaches out to them..and people continue to slam the door on HIM and scream "NO, I can do it by myself"....All I can say is 'Heavenly Father, forgive them, for they know NOT what they are doing'.

I am here for you....Love in Christ, Carla