Chichi =P)

36, Male

Warrington, PA

United States

Profile Information:

Gender
Male
Country (not County)
USA
Occupation:
Massage Therapy Student
I'm here to...
Learn, Grow, and Holy Spirit Networking
Interests:
My interests have a variety of things but most of all Jesus and learning His Will for me.
I'm passionate about...
Knowing and Living the fullness of what Jesus Christ has in-store for his sheep.
My story with God
Like some people, my search for the True God has always captured me to seek and know who ''He'' may be. In my adolescent and teens years; I was in bondage by depression, chaos, and loneliness. My relationship with my parents were unhealthy because of our poor communication and also I cooked for them in there restaurant. From 9 to 20 years of age, It was hell particularly with my mother to endure the verbal and physical abuse that was put upon me for the accidents and mistake that I caused at home or at work. In those years, resentment and hatred were full in my mind and heart and caused me to want to kill my parents and others that caused me great deal of pain and confusion. I would also weep at such thought s and want to know why they wont just love me and not belittle me and also because I just want to share my love but have always had hard time doing so. These were the years that I had wondered...What is life about? Is there a True God? and Can he save me from the life of depression, hate, and failures?. From time to time I had thoughts about taking my life to cause grief and pain to my parents and those that hurt me but deep inside I was curious where life will take me if I endure and persevered . When I was 13, I had suffered from a bleeding ulcer, which was God''s first calling to me at the Nazareth Hospital, feeling revived as I woke up after my surgical operation. But, my life remained the same course and depression and hatred were re-festered in me. When I had graduated high school I remained working for my parents for another couple of years in torture, until the Jesus freed me in February of 2009 from the business relationship that I had with my parents,specifically m y mom. It was in May of 2009 that a high school classmate of mine that I had wanted to reconnect, his father was a Pastor and it was due to his Mom(pastor''s wife) that planted a ''seed'' ''that God has great meaning and purpose for you''. Truthfully, I was pessimistic about what she had told me but it was actually Jesus that was using her to speak to me. After, attending a service that their church I became curious and then the Gospels opened my heart and the Truth. Currently, Jesus has taught and raised me in such deep faith that I''m soo thankful that my faith has remained after the endurance and perseverance of the refining fire. Jesus has blessed me with such a purposeful career as I''m attending massage therapy school because I wanted to help and serve people with love but didn''t know how to go about it. Jesus had also freed me from the bondage of depression. Now, I know for a fact that Jesus has a life that is more than what I can imagine or fantasies about but the "refining fire" continues to purify me and bring me closer to Jesus' plans.
Other stuff about me:
I just want to love and help people but the truth is I am no where close to the characters of Jesus Christ's Righteousness, Holiness, and Grace. I am soo thankful that Jesus is the God that nothing can compare his true ways ^___^!

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