jsmileysangel

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Dresden,Maine

United States

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My story with God
7 years ago when my Dad was dieing from cancer I begged God for comfort and Guidence ,I knew I already had been baptized as a child and excepted Jesus as my savior so I thought he would listen to me but I really did not understand what it meant back then, as an adult I did not continue with worship and had fallen in my faith. I was sinning . but after the death of my Dad something was missing in my life besides him and I did not know what it was , I was depressed,angry,frighten all the time and I could not concentrate I tryied to go on with things raising 1 son with autism and being married to an alcoholic have a son in prison and the another son going through a custody battle it was difficult,I began to believe thats was my destiny and i reached a point in 2005 I wanted to end my life ,i saw no point to living anymore because i could not control things, i could not fix things I was not happy.and i was about to take a bunch of pills and something stopped me and i just looked up and i saw my son standing there which my door I though was locked he said if you go im going too and just then I yelled go away and he looked at me with this hurtful look on his face like iv'e never seen before and I just I cried out oh God what am i doing please help me please please forgive me then and my son with autism who never hugged me before come over to me and put his arms around me and said he loved me ,and to hear those words that he never said before with such feeling I knew that was God speaking through him. that night I ask Jesus back into my heart . I started reading my bible again and talking about the Lord to my family , My husband and I wanted to Renewed our wedding vows 6 months later in the church my mom and Dad were married in and the Pastor of the Church and his wife helped changed our lives completley and we have been members ever since,Im happy to say all my boys including my husband have excepted salvation and been Baptised, God works wonders, I still have my difficult moments to get through but with prayer I give my problems to God to help me through it all, the anxiety,depression, pain, anger its all his to bare and take away from me and in return i will serve him the best way I know how.

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  • Theresa

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  • Geri Rideout

    Thanks, Dotty

    Hope you are feeling better. Keep the faith

    Aunt Gerry
  • Alicia Carpenter

    My gift for you:I found this place for Christian affirmations.All we have to do is replace the bad thoughts with good thoughts..simple,isn't it? <a href="http://bit.ly/dg4vGg">http://bit.ly/dg4vGg</a>