learning to live like Jesus and beginning to see the world thru His eyes
My story with God
Oh man......such a long story. To be quick, the demonic realm is REAL. Through this battle, I have come to know Jesus and He is helping me through this and I will never be the same....nor would I want to be. My heart sees differently now. I still have a lot to change about myself but He is guiding me now. And things are beginning to feel lighter....for lack of a better way to describe it. I am so thankful for His precious grace and forgiving heart. Without Jesus I was so far out in the wilderness...
A beautiful man once said, "Believing is one thing. KNOWING is another."
Not many people will ever gain the KNOWledge that God IS real like I have...at least not in this life. No doubt. Absolute knowing. That is my greatest blessing. And once you KNOW....well, the rest of your life looks a lot different to say the least. I cannot possibly go back to my old ways. That would mean denying my own truth. And we all know you can't lie to yourself and make you believe it.
I am just a simple, deeply passionate soul who's lived in the darkness and fought her way out. But I could not have done it without the grace of God. There are things unseen that are on a mission to destroy us and I have met them face to face. Literally. And it has been a blessing to face the horror of the total absence of God. In that darkness, I found the greatest and most intense Light.
Thank You Jesus. I will live my life to show my gratitude. And thank You for dying to save me from myself. Thank You for loving me.
I owe You.
Other stuff about me:
I love having the ability to see the beauty in such a screwed up world. I wish that all people could see through my eyes. Things would be very different.
I am willing to defend those who cannot defend themselves and always have been. I know no other way. I was a soldier long before this country made one out of me.
It is an awesome journey sis and friend. I hope all is well with you and I am so happy to hear from you. I still remember you soldier. We are gonna have to catch up as soon as we can (via phone). I was blessed to hear God used you to blessed someone else, but that is not a surprise to me, since you are meant to be jone of God's warriors.
R S V
Jan 9, 2011
David Velasquez
It is an awesome journey sis and friend. I hope all is well with you and I am so happy to hear from you. I still remember you soldier. We are gonna have to catch up as soon as we can (via phone). I was blessed to hear God used you to blessed someone else, but that is not a surprise to me, since you are meant to be jone of God's warriors.
Love and blessings to you.
Apr 27, 2011
RAJESWAR YARLAGADDA
HOW ARE YOU MY MOST BELOVED SIS.JESSICA,,,
PRAISE THE LORD!HALLELUYAH!!AMEN!!!
THANKING YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR KINDNESS,BLESSINGS&PRAYERS TOWARDS ME&MY FAMILY ALWAYS!BE,LORD WITH YOU FOR EVER!MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS!
AND...CONTINUE TO KEEP ME,IN YOUR PRAYERS PLEASE!
Bro.RAJESWAR(INDIA)
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Jul 24, 2011