Shanthi

Profile Information:

Gender

Female

Country (not County)

malaysia

Occupation:

Personal Assistant

I'm here to...

learn more about God and to serve Him

Interests:

I love to read, I love to sing, I love to run, enjoy being with children

I'm passionate about...

Serving God and want to move further in my spiritual walk

My story with God

Hi it was great to read your articles. I am a born again christian since I was 15 and have traveled through many hurdles in my life just to get closer to God. When I was young, all I knew about Christianity is Jesus. The rest was not important to me. I just admired Jesus so much, his sacrifices for the world, for the people he loved. I wanted to be like him...but wow how could I, he was God and I was human but I struggled to be a person that he wants me to be. But obstacles kept crashing my way, I back slided, forgot about Jesus, did many sins, repented and sinned and it went on and on for years. Jesus brings me back to him whenever I call for him and once I have settled my problems in the world, I back slide again....but Jesus never gave up on me. He loved me so much that he made plans for my whole life. In 1993 I got married to a wonderful christian man, but the enemy was strong too..he wanted me to struggle, and the struggle was when my husband fell ill in 1998 and than I just gave up on God..I cried and cried, God why are u doing this to me...I just can't handle my life. My husband has been ill for 14 years and being the soul bread winner and a mother to my lovely daughter, I struggled to make ends meet. But God never gave up on me...throughout the struggles, I managed to buy an apartment, I bought a car, we had good food, I had rewards from my company, my family have been great to me and I never starved for food. But the sadness was about my husband, he was in and out of hospital and he too gave up on God. In 2010, my husband fell so ill, he had diabetic foot ulser. Doctors wanted to amputate his feet. But I did not want to give up...I kept reminding God about his promise to watch over me...and finally I made a decision to take my husband to India for a 2nd opinion... God saved his leg. When we came back from India, we were looking for a church, through a miracle calling while driving, I stopped in front of a church and wondered what am i doing here...was i not supposed to go else where. Till today, we are faithfully going to the church God chose for us. My husband had a relapse again, but we know God will not let us down... I spoke to Jesus, I said Jesus..we have travelled along journey together, we love you dearly and I know you love us too...if this suffering is meant to make us stronger..so be it..cos the enemy can never shake me again..cos i belong to you... I have struggle for the last 14 years...and the struggle is still going on but God has made me a stronger person.. All the glory goes to our Father in Heave..Amen

Other stuff about me:

I am easy to befriend and I love people, and tend to show love in whatever way I can.

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