hi stacey , I am wondering why you came with a different named account. Not because I have a problem with that. I liked whom I thought was Diana. Its a good thing you let people know soon I would hate to find out that Carla was really someone else and not who I thought she was. That would be alful. Anyway welcome back as you and thank you for the kind sruff you wrote on page as diana.... janie

Hi Stacey, I had forgotten about writing that header and I havent seen it lately. I just looked and still dont see it. I wrote it when I was trying to reach out to the christians here through forums and blogs. I have had a very difficult time throughout my life believing that God would or ever had loved me. When I reach out to God I get this humungus fear of demons controlling my thoughts and making me relive my past torture and mental pain. I know I should not think this way but anyway this is why I wrote the header. At the time I wrote it I felt like the voices were getting ready to torment me again and Stacey I do not know how to grasp ahold of God through Jesus Christ. Ron has brought to my attention by another subject that it seemed I believed more of the bad in the scripture than I did on the Lord. He is right I know he is and I am trying to think about this but anyway sorry my answer is so long but it is my answer. Thank you for loving me Stacey I am starting to believe that you truly carry such love. I know I am not suppose to be jeolous but I am ,not because you are beautiful but because you have such love. You are such a sweet person thank you for visiting my page and replying... Janie

Great smile! God bless you sister!