deedee310

45, Female

Toledo, OH

United States

Profile Information:

Gender
Female
Country (not County)
US
Occupation:
law enforcement
I'm here to...
Because I am in need for help and I know at this point only Jesus is able to help me and see me through
Interests:
Reading, shopping, meeting new people and finding friends, helping those that I am able to help, spending time with my loved ones, watching t.v, surfing the internet, walking outside especially when it is nice outside.
I'm passionate about...
I dont know any more
My story with God
So far I dont have life changing story that I can share right now. I am still waiting for it!!!!
Other stuff about me:
My personal email address is:
deedee310@hotmail.com

Feel free to contact me!

Comment Wall:

  • franklin

    i am so sorry for your loss i feel your pain about your brother i lost my brother 33 years ago and for your husband hmm so many times i bad mouthed god for giving me this poor life then i think that maybe i did this to my self as we speak the last month + god how s put me in situations that really tested me and i came out ahead yesterday the doctors told me that i may have lung canser i thought that would be the one to send me over the top sure i am worried but i am at peace with this and if god is going to take I'm OK with that i don't think he is angry with you i think you need to open your heart and ask him back not like he ever left i don't know i will pray for you Hun
  • Paige Robertson

    Dear Dee Dee
    I am pleased that you are here. Your name caught my eye because I automatically thought of Dee Dee Freeman on The Word network. Do you know her and her husband? Oh, I love the Word network. If you havent wathed it, you should. They have great pastors on there like,TD Jakes,Paula White, Joyce meyer,Juanita Byrum, and more. I love the name Dee dee.

    This is Paige, another moderator here on TheNet, and Im very blessed to have you join our community of believers, as we grow in the love and wisdom of our Lord . Its soo neat to meet new friends here from all around the world . You will find TheNet a safe place to get to know other believers and share your love and life in Christ.
    I really like it here because its a great online source of Christian information,and fellowship. When I find it hard to get out of the house or hard to get to church, I get online and get "filled" with His word and all the other believers and thier prayers. Its soo good to know that when Im hurting there are others that are too and in need of the same love and support I do from the Lord. Praise God for His work on the Cross!!! We are all one body now and can work together to heal and help other members.

    Also, Id like to invite you to come over and visit us in the Womens Group where women from all ages and all walks of life come to encourage and be encouraged to help, and be helped, to share thier wisdom with other women , and get prayer that we all need as women to continue in our faith and the path God has set before us all.

    I hope to "see" you often and I would love to get to know you more as we walk this faith.
    Im your friend, and if I can help or answer any questions for you, Im here.
    God Bless you, Dee Dee!I cant wait to get to know you more.
    Paige
    Network Moderator

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  • Nienie

    Hello

    Warm greetings in the Lord! This is Nienie, one of TheNET Moderators. Welcome to this wonderful family of JEsus Christ followers. We're glad you are here!

    I have included some links to help you navigate around the site. You may want to check out the Footprints group, the Links for Growth forum for great tips on how to grow in Christ, and Miracle Grow to help you get closer to God every day.

    Once again, thanks for joining TheNET. I hope you make lots of good friends here and keep growing in the wisdom and knowledge of the Lord.

    Don't hesitate to ask if you have any questions. I look forward to getting to know you.

    Blessings Nienie
  • Paige Robertson

    Hello friend!
    I praise God you are here! You are in the right place! I have been here as a moderator for about 2 years and i have seen this site grom and grow soo much. I am soo glad that I ran in to you. I struggle with anxiety and depression daily. But, God has delivered me from other things that I was doing to myself and others for about 28 years. I got saved when i was 28 when I was readly to die. I had no hope. But now I do. I love it when sisters like you struggle with various issues because I have been there and done that, and would love to help. I am not perfect and never will be. there are some issues still that God is helping me with, but I am delivered from other addictions that were killing me. I had 2 uncles commit suicide, an aunt tried to commit suicide, I lost a father to alcoholism, my mom was OCD, and a perfectionist,my grandparents were hard to please, and I was raped, and prostituted my self. I then started anorexia and in 2 years I weighed only 86 pounds and i am 5 foot 8 inches. Yes, I was whacked!!! Yes, I was a real pill! I admit that I wasnt the best person to be with, but God loved me enough to save me. and my friend, whatever you did and whatever you do now, God still loves you and will never fail you even though it feels like He has. Just this week I was like,"God WHERE R U??" I cry out to Him to hear Him, but sometimes I dont hear Him. If I look in my bible while praying, I usually come to a scripture that helps me . Try it and you will see God is trying to talk to you.
    I am soo sorry about what you have had to endure. I am sure you were pretty upset at God, and who wouldnt be? But, honey, he doesnt wish to hurt His kids. This was an accident and maybe it was his time to go, I dont know. But always know that God is good, and He promised to never leave you nor forsake you!!!
    Well, I would love to get to know you more, so please come over and visit me. I am here for you...I would love to get to know you better! I can tell that you want the Lord soo bad and to heal. So do I!!!
    God Bless you!!
    Paige
  • felixpadua

    hello deedee, we praise God you're here. you're in the right place. welcome to AAG.
  • Shari Burgess

    DeeDee, I know you are hurting and the loss of your brother was something that happened and it will always hurt in some way. I want to reach out to you from Detroit Michigan and say I understand your pain of being alone and losing your man and feeling that you want to be married and spend your life with someone. I will tell you that the reason why you haven't met anybody and the reason why your relationship with your child's father may have ended is because God may want you to step back and give him some of your time and attention. Sometimes we lose focus on the father and who it is that gives us the true measure of love. God's love is painless we allow ourselves to be hurt because we put our trust in Men not God and even scripture tell us that Gods commandment is:

    You shall have no other gods before me.
    Exodus 20:3-6 (RSV)

    So, the question I had to ask myself after one failed relationship after another was when I am in a relationship do I make sure the I keep my relationship with God first? or do I put my all into that man? Well my answer was the man came first. And I honored the relationship with these men over God and God will eliminate anything that you place above him. So I took a step back looked at each relationship and for the last 3 months I have been in a period of self reflection I call it my period of revitalization, restoration and education. I started working out to get off the extra weight, eating better, praying, reading and carefully and painfully examining all the mistakes I made with men. And I am telling you God will show you just where you went wrong and how he wants to help you make it right. Please, think about taking a year or even six months and making God the center of your thoughts and day to day living. Meditate on his word and know as you do. Those things that distracted you from God in the first place (your man) will return to try to get your focus off of God but be strong and please let me know how your doing.
  • Debbie

    Good Morning,
    Dee...just wanted to stop and say hello. I am thinking about you and praying for you. As you saw last night...God loves you...and we do to!
    In Christ,
    Debbie
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  • ♥ Victoria ♥

    Hello I would like to tell you that, its okay. What I have learned about these kind of feelings is that the enemy wants you to feel that way to make you lose your trust in God, I have been there just recently. So I just recite some verses on God's love.

    God's love and mercy for us

    John 10:11, 15:13, "I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep... Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends."
    John 10:10, "...I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
    Psalm 145:9, "The LORD is good to all: and his tender mercies are over all his works."
    Lamentations 3:22-23, "It is of the LORD'S mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness."
    Psalms 145:8, "The LORD is gracious, and full of compassion; slow to anger, and of great mercy."
    2 Corinthians 5:18-19, "And all things are of God, who hath reconciled us to himself by Jesus Christ, and hath given to us the ministry of reconciliation; To wit, that God was in Christ, reconciling the world unto himself, not imputing their trespasses unto them; and hath committed unto us the word of reconciliation."
    1 Corinthians 2:9, "But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him."
    Romans 2:4, "Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance?"
    Psalms 103:8-13, "The Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and plenteous in mercy. He will not always chide: neither will he keep his anger for ever. He hath not dealt with us after our sins; nor rewarded us according to our iniquities. For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward them that fear him. As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us. Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitieth them that fear him." (Remember, I believe the word 'fear' here simply means to respect - not the same kind of fear as being scared or afraid of Him)
    John 3:16, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life."
    1 John 3:1, "Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us, that we should be called the sons of God..."
    1 John 4:16, "And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him."
    Romans 5:8, "But God showed his great love for us by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners." (NLT)
    1 John 4:9, "In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because that God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him."
    Romans 8:38-39, "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
    2 Peter 3:9, "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
    1 Timothy 2:3-4, "For this is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Saviour; Who will have all men to be saved, and to come unto the knowledge of the truth." (God wants everybody possible to goto heaven!!)
    Eph 2:4-7, "But God, who is rich in mercy, for his great love wherewith he loved us, Even when we were dead in sins, hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace ye are saved;) And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus: That in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us through Christ Jesus."
    Luke 11:13, "If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?"
    Luke 15:10, "Likewise, I say unto you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner that repenteth."
    Luke 15:20, "And he arose, and came to his father. But when he was yet a great way off, his father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck, and kissed him." (This is the parable of the son who took half his dad's money and ran away, then returned home and his father saw his son and was moved with compassion. So is it with our heavenly Father, when we turn to Him and repent, He is moved with compassion and welcomes us with open arms.)
    Jeremiah 31:3, "The LORD hath appeared of old unto me, saying, Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee."
    Isaiah 30:18, "Therefore the LORD longs to be gracious to you, And therefore He waits on high to have compassion on you. For the LORD is a God of justice; How blessed are all those who long for Him." (NASB)
    Psalm 33:5, "He loves righteousness and justice; The earth is full of the lovingkindness of the LORD."
    Psalm 107:8-9, "Oh that men would praise the LORD for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the children of men! For he satisfieth the longing soul, and filleth the hungry soul with goodness."
    Psalms 117:2, "For his merciful kindness is great toward us: and the truth of the LORD endureth for ever. Praise ye the LORD."
    Psalms 31:19, "Oh how great is thy goodness, which thou hast laid up for them that fear thee; which thou hast wrought for them that trust in thee before the sons of men!"
    My favorite is "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." This verse tells me constently that no matter what happens God will turn the worst into the best, because I love and trust in him.

    I will keep you in prayer and remember God loves you when no one else does
  • empress

    God would never fail you its in his words God cannot lie.I know How you feel I am going through the same feeling myself.I stay in my word I know that I am not perfect person and Iam going to make mistakes in life.We are human we are going to feel depressed at times But the key to healing ourselves is loving ourselves.Showing yourself compassion.Telling ourselves that even If Iam depressed God is still with me.You have to tell yourself this everyday.What helps me with my depression is.Forgiveness I use to hold bitter feeling about people that wrong me I took it personal.I would want to write them off or think something wicked would happen to them but that was not of God I had to ask for forgiveness.I try to live in the precious present We can't change the past.We don't know what the future hold all we know is what going on right now When we think of negative thinks of the past that how the devil let fear anxiety and depression manifest in our lives.I learning to be less effected and more effective.With God all things are possible.Love concurs all.God bless you:)
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  • ♥ Victoria ♥

    An encouragement poem I found online

    PERSEVERANCE

    Lord, my spirit is willing,
    But my flesh is so weak;
    God, every day I cry out to you,
    Yet I don’t hear you speak.

    I’ve been beaten so many times.
    You know what I’ve been through;
    I can’t overcome this giant.
    Yet it’s the only thing I must do.

    I fought this trial too many times.
    I used all the strength in me;
    Yet I lost in every battle,
    And once again I’m not free.

    Lord, I’m tempted to just call it quits,
    And lay here on the ground;
    I will let the giant win again.
    I have fought too many rounds.

    As I am now at my lowest,
    Tears flow down my cheeks;
    I cry out to God again,
    “Jesus, I am just too weak!”

    Suddenly I felt my body
    Being lifted up by my Lord;
    He helped me back on my feet,
    And said, “Lets do this once more.”

    I stood up to that giant,
    And fought as hard as I could;
    He used old tactics to make me give up.
    Yet he only thought I would.

    I was determined to not back down.
    I had been here long enough;
    It’s not the number of times I get hit.
    It’s the number of times I get up.
  • empress

    Thanks for the DeeDee. for the add my name is Yolanda I live in New york City and I have a son Its nice to meet you God bless you
  • felixpadua

    hello one more time.
  • Shari Burgess

    Ok I'm just checking on you haven't heard from you how are you doing?
  • ♥ Victoria ♥

  • Darlene

    Hi Deedee, I've been deeply depressed so I know how it feels when, as you said, you feel like God is angry with you.
    There was a time when I felt as though God was putting pressure on me. I saw a real good counselor and I told her this and she believed I was putting pressure on myself. I've come to find out that what I was doning, putting pressure on myself. God is about acceptance.
    God absolutely loves you! I know this today but I sure didn't back then.
    I've heard the following and I believe it could be true. If you were the only person on earth....Jesus still would have come to die for you, for your sin. That's how much He loves you.
    There's one other thing my counselor suggested to me that might help you too. She suggested that I read a chapter every day in my Bible. This has been super good for me even during those times when I thought i was just reading the words and not getting anything from what I was reading. God's word is amazing!
    I didn't know the Lord until I was 37 years old. I'm 71 now.
    Keep looking to Jesus Deedee. He really is the author and the finsiher of our faith. love, Darlene
  • journeyman

    Hello Deedee310. I pray that you are well today. God has brought you here. This is a good place to learn and share our Love for Jesus Christ. What is important to know is.....all that is past, is past. We have today and a future to live into. Create a relationship with the only one who can bring you to God, Jesus Christ. God will not forsake you. By learning to share yourself with Jesus Christ you will blossom like the beautiful flower that you are. You are Loved more than you can imagine right now. But, open your heart to Jesus. I look forward to chatting with you Dear Lady.
    God is right where you are Deedee. Listen for his guidance. You are here and that is a good start.
    journeymanhd
  • Moomins

    DeeDee, please dont feel like God is angry with you or that He has left you. He never leaves us, He is with you right now, even if you cant feel Him. Isaiah 43 says 'Do not be afraid for I am with you, I have called you by your name - you are mine'.........What an assurance!!! God has lead you here for a reason and you have brothers and Sisters in Christ here who love you.....

    May the Love of Christ be with you
    Moomins
    xxx
  • Carla

    Hi DeeDee,

    We Love you here.. maybe you wonder why.. let me tell you, it's because God loves you. You are going to be just fine.. Continue to reach out here. I love what Moomins said below, and Journeyman, and Darlene.. You are so special DeeDee. Let me reassure you, that since you are seeking God, HE is seeking you. You would not even have the desire to look for Him if it wasn't for Him. the Holy Spirit draws us in. Continue to look to Christ...don't give up! Let me share my life verse with you.. It gives me chills and brings tears to my eyes....

    Isaiah 40:29-31
    He gives power to the weak and strength to the powerless.
    Even youths will become weak and tired, and young men will fall in exhaustion.
    But those who trust in the LORD will find new strength.
    They will soar high on wings like eagles.
    They will run and not grow weary.
    They will walk and not faint.


    DeeDee.. this is a promise of God, that when we call on Him, He hears us, He is never too tired or too busy to help us. HE gives us HIS strength.. We will not stop having trials and problems...life is going to be a rough road ....especially as a Christian. But is is God's strength that carries us.. When we trust in God, and wait on Him.. we will soar, run and walk. We will not grow weary, and we will not faint.

    I wish you lived closer.. I'd take you out for a cup of coffee...and a chat!

    God is bigger than anything you will ever face!
    Blessings, Carla
  • Andrea

    Deedee we are all praying with you! We are reaching out to you so that you feel his amazing love. Just know that no matter what God is with you through every thing. He is in every tiny corner of your life and he is there with his love wanting to hold you in his arms. God Bless
  • felixpadua

    heLLO DEEDEE. here's a joke i got from the AAG forum to cheer you up-

    BIGGER TURKEY-
    A woman walks into a butcher's shop just before closing time and asks, "Do you have any turkey?"

    The butcher opens his fridge, takes out his only turkey and puts it on the weighing scales. It weighs six pounds.

    The woman looks at the turkey and at the scales and asks, "Do you have one that's a bit bigger than this one, please?" The butcher puts the turkey back into the fridge and then takes it out again, but this time when he puts it on the scales he keeps his thumb on the turkey. The scales now show eight pounds.

    "That's wonderful," says the woman. "I'll take both of them, please!"

    (Ha ha ha.... gotcha butcher!)
  • Ms.Sharanda

    Im checking up on yah... Pray you are Standing Still and seeking the Lord.
  • Becky

    Good Morning Sister DeeDee I just came to your page to pray for you and to tell you that my heart goes out to you and I am deeply sorry for your loss. Let' go to the Lord in prayer~~~ God Bless You sister~~

    Precious Heavenly Father God, only You know why things happen and only You know the pain and the hurt that my sister DeeDee is feeling.
    I pray that You O Lord will comfort her and bring her peace & understanding as only You can bring. Lord, I pray that You will be her guidance, her strength as she is enduring so much pain after the loss of her brother. May all Your blessings fall upon her and may she not lose hope.
    In Jesus Mighty Name I pray~~~~
    AMEN~~~~

  • Becky

    ~~~A LITTLE ENCOURAGEMENT FOR YOU TO READ~~~
    ~~~WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE~~~~

    Brothers & Sisters:
    God Bless you all today and always. Today God has put it upon my heart to write about
    When hope is gone. Each of us have our own burdens & our own trials that we must handle
    according to God’s will. If God has given us these trials and burdens we must always
    Remain faithful knowing that he will get us through them. Sometimes you might question
    God, you might wonder why me? Or, I did not deserve this circumstance, or why is life so
    Unfair? Well God is fair and he is able to get us through any trail no matter how big or
    How painful it is.
    For the eyes of the Lord range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him.
    2 Chronicles 16:9 NIV
    When faced with different struggles and when you feel that you can’t go on remember
    That we serve a precious SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST who is our strength our hope and
    He keeps us and sustains us when we trust fully in him and Our Heavenly Father.
    Cast your burden upon the Lord and He will sustain you: He will never allow the righteous to be shaken.
    Psalm 55:22 NASB

    ~~~~WHEN ALL HOPE IS LOST~~~~~
    When you feel weary, tired, hurt confused, sick, worried, frustrated, lonely, bitter,
    Angry, sad & you feel that all Hope is Gone~~~
    God & Jesus are there to restore you!!!!!
    When you feel that the walk is too long to handle and you fall too many times
    And just want to give up and all Hope is Gone~~~
    Remember God & Jesus will pick you up and sustain you!!!
    When you are down on your knees and can not take the battle you are facing &
    All Hope is Gone~~~~~
    Remember God & Jesus are there and they will handle your battles cast your
    Burdens upon THEM!!!!!!
    When you feel that your prayers are not being heard and
    All Hope is Gone~~~
    Remember God does hear your prayer & we must be patient & let his will be done!!
    When you feel that you’ve reached the end and you just want to give up and feel
    That ALL HOPE IS GONE~~~~
    Always remember that God & Jesus are HOPE & we can not expect things to always
    Go our way we must trust fully in God & Jesus and accept the trails that come are
    Way because God will not give us more than we can bear and HE is our STRENGTH
    & LOVE
    ~~~WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE~~~~~~~~~
    LET HIM TAKE YOUR BURDENS, LET HIM BE YOUR GUIDANCE & LET
    HIM SUSTAIN YOU…………………
    GOD BLESS YOU ALL MY PRECIOUS BROTHERS AND SISTERS………
    Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge.
    Psalm 62:8 NIV
    Written & Inspired by Becky M (memo) 8-4-2008
  • Olivia

    Good morning Deedee:

    Yes, it´s kind of hard for all of us here once in a while to keep in touch, it seems as the world´s 'run-around' just keep´s us cought up !
    But we are 'close in spirt' in The one that makes us ONE in Jesus Christ !
    Have a good sunday, may God speek to your heart today !
    A hug: Olivia.
  • Paige Robertson

    Hello Dee Dee,
    How are you doing?? I have been thinking about you alot lately. I greeted you when you first came to fellowship with us and I was really blessed to meet you. Well, life happens and I just got soo overwhelmed with my life and my problems that I didnt give you or anyone else that I cared about any of my time at all. I am sorry. YOu have been on my heart and mind alot, and Im assuming it is because I care, and because God put you there! So, please,Id like to get to know you and help if I can. I always deal with depression day in and day out. I also have ADD and Bipolar. Now, Im not going to lie, I am not healed from it. God heals some things and leaves some things for us to lean on Him with. and believe me, I lean on Him every day!!!! I have had 4 suicides in my family,alcoholism,OCD,anxiety and depression as well. I had anorexia, got down to 86 pounds and almost died. I lost my teeth and my hair because of it and couldnt ever have children. Well, when I came to Christ, He pretty much restored all to me except for a couple things like the anxiety and bipolar. But I firmly believe that He heals some thing sand some he leaves. Don get too hard on yourself that you arent "well enough" or that others are telling you thet you are not well because "you dont have enough faith". You just kkep leaning on Him, honey, and he will love you and hold you day in and day out.
    You are not alone in your pain, and you are not alone when you struggle. Im here and I would love to get to know you better. If I can help,let me know. I am always here for you!!! Take care,and God Bless!
    paige
  • Paige Robertson

    I love you, you are awesome!!!
    Paige
  • Brenda Mckone

    I am writing this to let you know you are in my thoughts and in my prayers and I am hoping that all is well with you.
  • IKEMEH LILIAN UGOCHI

    deedee u r fearfully and wonderfully made by God and is a previlage making u my friend thanks 4 accepting me as ur friend too, u have made the best decision of ur life by accepting jesus as ur lord and saviour. for this everylasting decision u have made GOD OF GRACE AND MERCY WILL BLESS U, IN UR GOING OUT AND IN YOUR COMING IN, IN UR JOB U WILL BE DSTINGUISHED FRM OTHERS, A ROLE MODEL IS WHAT U R IN THE MIST OF ALL UR CO-WORKERS, GOD WILL CAUSE MEN AND WOMEN FRM THE 4 CONERS OF THE EARTH TO BLESS AND FAVOUR U IN EVERY AREA OF UR LIFE, IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN.cheers lilian
  • Carla

    Hi DeeDee,

    Thank you so much for joining the group 'attitude adjustment'. I am looking forward to hearing from you there. Have you been able to get the book yet? Please let me know if I can help you with anything.

    God Loves you and so do I.. Blessings in Christ, Carla
  • Leonard T

    Just stopping by to say hi and to see how you are doing.

    Lord Bless,
    LT
  • Paige Robertson

    Hello Dee dee~
    Im just checking up on you again. How is it going? I got the message that you sent all your friends. It was good to get that. God is really helping you in alot of ways. Just keep on keepin in HIm,hon. In Him, you will find the strength you need to continue down the path that God wants you on. Ok? You are not alone,we are all here for you. So keep checkin in with all of us,ok???
    Paige
  • IKEMEH LILIAN UGOCHI

    dee thanks 4 ur mail all is well with me and my family, i thankGod 4 dat confession on ur mouth the lord will take u to a greater height in Jesus name and he will add wisdom to as to bribg up ur daugethers in the way of God amen, love lilian
  • Darlene

    Hi, you're not alone Deedee. Think about God holding you in His hand. He cares too deeply to let go and He will never leave us or forsake us once we are His.

    I wrote something a long time ago I'd like to share with you.

    By faith through desperation, many find the way.
    The peace He brings is wonderful.
    Accept it it's yours, accept Him, He'll stay.
    If you think you can make it on your own, try if you must.
    He will be near to light the way, if in Him you'll trust.
    His arms outstretched his shoulder ready, for a weary head.
    An absolute truth to know, nothing more to dread.
    with love and a hug, Darlene
  • mike service

    TRUST
    JESUS CALLS ME TO LET GO AND TO TRUST HIM FULLY
    TO FALL INTO HIS ARMS AND LET HIS LOVE OVERFLOW ME
    SO I LET GO JUST A LITTLE AND FEEL HIS LOVE UPON ME
    HE CALLS ME ONCE AGAIN, TRUST ME LET IT ALL GO COME AND TRUST ME FULLY
    I READ HIS WORD IT SAYS I HAVE THE VICTORY IT SAYS
    I’M ON THE WINNING SIDE
    I PONDER ALL THESE THINGS DEEP WITHIN MY HEART AND TOSS’ N ‘TURN THE NIGHT AWAY
    HE CALLS ME ONCE AGAIN AND SAYS I KNOW ALL THE TRUSTS THAT HAVE BEEN BROKEN
    SO I STEP TO TRUST HIM JUST A LITTLE WEE BIT MORE
    HE SAYS HE WILL NEVER WITHDRAW HIS LOVE FROM ME HE SAYS ITS UNCONDITIONAL THIS PERFECT LOVE DEVINE
    YOU SEE THERE’S THIS VOID DEEP WITHIN ME IT KEEPS ME FROM FULFILLMENT
    YES IT NEEDS TO BE HEALED AND FILLED WITH HIS LOVE
    IF ONLY I LET GO
    I’M SURE WHEN I FINALLY LET GO HE’LL FILL THIS TEMPLE FULLY, YES THAT DAY I’LL WORSHIP HIM MORE FREELY
    HIS GREAT LOVE DIVINE
    OH THE JOY OF LETTING GO OF FINDING THIS AWESOME LOVING FATHER GOD
    TO FALL INTO HIS ARMS WHEN ALL IS HARD AGAINST ME
    OF KNOWING THAT HE LOVES ME OF KNOWING HE IS MINE
    HE’S NOT CONDEMING JUST SO ENCOURAGING TO SEE ME ACHIVE ALL HE HAS FOR ME
    HE GENTLY WHISPERS TO ME WHITER THAN THE SNOW
    WHITER THAN THE SNOW
    YES HE’S WASHED ME IN HIS BLOOD WHITER THAN THE SNOW
    AWESOME AWESOME FARTHER GOD


    MIKE SERVICE
  • Darlene

    Deedee, there was a time when I was hopeless and I was helpless. I didn't know what to do. I was just skimming though my Bible one day and I came across a verse that gave me hope. The verse is Jeremiah 32:17. It says something like this...Ah Lord God, Behold. Thou hast made the heaven and the earth by Thy great power and stretched out arm. There is nothing too hard for Thee.
    After I read this verse, I thought, "even me". Since there is nothing too hard for the Lord, that incl;uded me. At this point I began to have hope. I clung to that verse for quite awhile after I found it. This verse is still the truth, there is nothing too hard for the Lord. Nothing.
    Please write back to me so I know you're ok. I care about you.
    love, Darlene
  • Ada

    deedee, just wanted to let you know ur in my prayers
  • Ms.Sharanda

    Hey Sis. Happy Easter. God Bless you.
  • Ada

    aww.. that was nice .. I am hoping life is good for you. Remember to always look for the lil things that God does for you :)
  • Theresa

    Hey deedee,
    Thanks for stopping by my friend......The Lord bless you and keep you and may He make His face to shine upon you always!!!!!!
    You are sooo precious to the Lord and we both love you.......
  • Rachel

    God bless you my sister