Bible study and related study, writing, reading, cooking, just being mommy and teaching. I enjoy the Bible teachers of old...C. S. Lewis, Matthew Henry, A. W. Tozer, R. A. Torrey, Jonathan Edwards and so forth as well as some from more current days.
I'm passionate about...
God, my family, learning more about Him every day and teaching others His Word. I am a homeschooling mother of nine children ages 2 to 19. They are one of my mission fields. I also ache for the state of the church. I long for Christians who are completely devoted to God to rise up, reach the lost and edify the church. It is a continuing prayer with me. I want to do mission work one day and write books that will edify the church.
My story with God
He is the reason that I live, breath, exist and the reason for all that I do.
It is very hard, I work for the railroad and I am not home alot. Matter of fact I'm in Mobile Alabama right now in the hotel. I'll get called tonight and take a train back to Montgomery, be home sometimes tomorrow afternoon and be right back out headed to Mobile again Monday evening. It is very hard when she won't even associate with me. I cook my own meals and when I have time cook for us if I get home early enough. I wash all my clothes and just keep praying and wondering what I did. I don't know if it was just her dad and the hurricane because she basically said she didn't love me anymore and didn't know if she ever did. I was so sure we were soul mates. I just can't see me with anyone else and have no desire to be. It is so hard looking at her misery and thinking I am the one that caused it all and don't know how. I have always done everything for her and maybe that is some of the problem. I think sometimes I was too much of a husband!!! I have had her own friends tell me they don't know how I've done it and they would kill for their husbands to be half the romantic I have been. I often search myself and try to figure out what it was that I did. I have so much guilt inside of me for this and don't understand why. I try to look at it from her point of view and try to talk, but she really is upset that I am going to church when I can find the time. She wants no part of "religion" and I try to lead our 12 year old son in the right way. He didn't ask for any of this and she thinks he will be just fine if we are not together. I beg to differ, but I try to keep the peace for his sake. Here I go again, rambling!!! Sorry, and thanks for listening.
Dear Anna - Just got home bet you would never think a trip from Mobile to montgomery could take 12 hours huh? That's the life of a freight train engineer!!! We were called out of mobile at 2:30 this morning and I just walked in the door to our house. Thank you for your support and prayers, I really appreciate having someone to talk to. She hates the fact that i need to talk to peole about things. i think that is some of the problem, she leeps everything bottled up and is always miserable. I hate it and wish i could crack the "code" to open her back up to me again. It hurts looking at her and knowing there is nothing there when all I want to do is hold her and tell her how much I love her. I thank you once again and please keep praying for me.
Thank you and I will keep that family in my prayers. We lost a son almost 18 years ago at birth, had the cord around his neck. It is never an easy thing. Still seems like yesterday. You never forget, just learn to go on. I hope all of you get to feeling better. I will keep all of you in my prayers also. Thanks!!!
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Hi Anna,
My own Father, his name was Sir, I am your brother -Ron.
I am sure in the days to come God will heal the wounds that are hurting most at this time in the Willis family and also help you in your own grieving.
I know that as you give yourself over to God, He will cover you with His Love.
Your friend and Brother in Christ - Ron.
I have been trying to figure out how to get you a copy of the Song Lead us To Dream again by Brian Doerkson. I guess the best way is to go to Limewire and down load it from there. If you haven't used lime wire before they will ask if you want pro, just push later and go to search and you should be able to get it there. Have a God blessed day.
Oh, Anna, thank you for that sweet and blessed prayer for my son leaving me. If it weren't for the unemployment being so high here in Detroit, Michigan he would stay here. Praise the Lord for my son having a Florida friend who will pay his way down. Hopefully jobs are more plentiful down there. I will miss him greatly but I must now put God first above my son...painful lesson to learn but do I love God more than my Bill? That until now has never been put to the test. Again thank you for your prayer.
THANK YOU FOR WONDERFUL COMMENT GOD TRULY MAKES ME HAPPY EVERYTHING THAT I AM IS BECAUSE HE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.
GOD BLESS YOU REMEMBER GOD LOVES YOU!
Travis
Feb 2, 2008
Travis
Travis
Feb 3, 2008
Travis
Feb 4, 2008
Pastor Bob B
Feb 5, 2008
Ron Payne
My own Father, his name was Sir, I am your brother -Ron.
I am sure in the days to come God will heal the wounds that are hurting most at this time in the Willis family and also help you in your own grieving.
I know that as you give yourself over to God, He will cover you with His Love.
Your friend and Brother in Christ - Ron.
Feb 5, 2008
Pastor Bob B
Feb 5, 2008
Noreen Moyer
Feb 5, 2008
Pastor Bob B
Feb 18, 2008
Courtney
GOD BLESS YOU REMEMBER GOD LOVES YOU!
Feb 18, 2008