All About GOD - Growing Relationships with Jesus and Others
Tar Hands
Dear Friends.
A year back I was confused on whether I should work as a Translator (Christian Books from English to Tamil) or a Call center executive or Fire & Safety officer(That provides a easy way to go abroad earn more and start a Trust) or Something else. Call center life did not give me happiness because of pressure. I prayed to God about joining Fire & Safety Course & leaving abroad. I did not get any clarity in my mind. The institute I was about to join was sealed (banned) for no proper registration just a day before I pay the fees. With that God saved a huge amount of our family money. Then I started working in Translation. I enjoyed the work, but faced lots of problems like Power cut, data corruption, delay in salary etc. Then I prayed to God about it. One of the person who prayed with me told that I need to pray more. Next day I spent a lot of time in Prayer. Later when I spoke with that person and we prayed together, she told me that she could see my hands completely dark like tar(Vision while she was praying) , this could either be caused by my sin or some sort of witchcraft. Next day all through the night I prayed like Daniel in the Lion’s den to save myself from this witchcraft or my own sins. But next day I got kidney stone problem. I took medicines and the pain is not there for a year.
But even in that one year my salary or my work was always in a spot of bother. Power cuts, increased power cuts, delayed salary, etc. Again I some how managed to work more to get more pay this month, but now again there is a problem in getting my salary on time. Also, the kidney stone now went to the UV region where the tubes from right and left kidney joins. Because of this I went for treatments, scan, more treatments, for about two weeks which again is spoiling my work.
I asked God for forgiveness, I asked God to remove the witchcraft against me. But now I have a lot of fear than confidence that it left me. Only if I get my salaries on time and my finance is increased I can be sure it has left me. I need a lot of your prayers. I am very upset why God would not forgive me or take away the witchcraft from me. May be I am wrong in saying this. May be I should be doing something else that God expects of me. I do not know. Pray for me.
Only if my finance is increased I run my TRUST happily. Also after all these treatments the stone is still inside, if it continues it may end up in Kidney failure, I would be happy to meet daddy. But Surely I don’t want to meet him as a loser. I want to win and meet him. Thanks !
Views: 50
Replies to This Discussion
-
Permalink Reply by feet breath on
-
I can pray for you. Brother, you're never a looser.
King James Bible (Cambridge Ed.) Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.
Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.
Especially read that last verse. What are we-what are you? God sees you as a conqueror not a looser. And, if God says you're a conqueror-than you're a conqueror. There's an old show that used to be on t.v-it was called "Father Knows Best"-get what I mean? ;-) Our Father thinks you're a conqueror-than that means you are one.
And, in my honest opinion dear brother, dispite I don't even know you too well on here-want to know what I think? From the things you've put on AAG, and what you're going through-I see Christ in you. You've got kidney problems yet you show so much love for others. Christ suffered yet still cared about us (dispite we wern't even born yet and would concieved/born be sinners around 2,000 years later).
In Christ,
feetbreeze
-
-
Permalink Reply by RoyW on
-
Jayaseelan,
You took a position on the front lines. You are translating God's Word and books to enable people to find Christ. You are not a loser. You are making available to your people Christian literature. Paul said that he did not consider his present sufferings to be compared with the glory of what was to come. The glory of the work of translating Christian literature into Tamil is causing the opposition you are facing. You are not possessed or cursed. Be encouraged. If you weren't facing opposition you wouldn't be doing God's work. You are pioneering new frontier. I know things are rough but I am confident that you are plenty capable of completing the job our Lord has given you.
You are describing the same things I read in the Bible from those who step out for God. Keep up the good fight. God will provide.
Father, I pray that you will give Jayaseelan the courage to continue on. He is Your child doing Your work. Help Him to see Your steady hand. In Jesus name.
-
-
Permalink Reply by a servant (Chris) on
-
Brother I have a question, " this could either be caused by my sin or some sort of witchcraft.." why is it one or the other? How did you arrive at this either or ? Something seems to be missing. Maybe it is just me.
I lift you up in the Powerful Name of Jesus. We come against the strongman and bind him in Jesus Name. We stand against curses or any part of any scheme of the enemy. We offer our Praise and Thanksgiving to the Lord. We give Thanks also that you receive your pay as you should. Fair pay for fair days work. You know the need Lord. You also know Jayaseelan, and what he needs and the fashion he needs to be able to receive. I Thank You for Your Peace to cover our Brother in the Lord. Holy Spirit I ask that a hedge of Protection surround him. And, Thank You for making the way so Jayaseelan heart and spirit are able to receive Wisdom, Knowledge, and the Peace that passes All Understanding. So that his focus is on You Lord, not on the problem. As he does this, fear no longer has the ability to scare and confuse him. And, in Jesus Name must go.
Jayaseelan "Only if my finance is increased I run my TRUST happily.." let go of any conditions you are making. Put forth your Faith now. Believe Now. Only if..., I have a lot of fear... , let go of this thinking. From what I read here you Pray and Praise for many people here. Allow your Faith room to grow. I also Pray that all is revealed to you. Anything that maybe hidden in the darkness, comes into the Light so it becomes part of the Light. And, you can see clearly where you are, what you need, and what to do next. All of these things we Pray in Jesus Name. Amen.
Lord Bless
-
Welcome to
All About GOD
The Good News
Meet Face-to-Face & Collaborate
© 2024 Created by AllAboutGOD.com.
Powered by
