Please Pray that God will Help me Absorb the Bible Better

I was diagnosed with a learning disability and was put in special classes to help me make it through Elementary, Middle, and High School.  I don't want to get specific about all the details.  Because then I'd haft to explain "why" they did this, this, and this to me.  All that is in the past and not necessary for this prayer request.  I also don't want to get into discussions over what a learning disability is, and how it effects various people.  That also is not necessary for this prayer request.  All I want people to know is I have a problem with my head.  It learns slow.  For the "real world" it learns too slow.  That is why people like me got stuck in special classes to help us make it through School, because our brains are too slow for it too.  What angers me is that people seem to think that "help in School" is all you need.  For an Example People have told me if you go to Collage they will "help" you make it through.  What I would like to say to those people is:  Ok good, but what happens to the person after graduation?  Because the learning issues don't just go away.  Who is going to "help" the person once they are out in the real world?  Once again it is not necessary to discuss this for my prayer request.  It is necessary for me to mention my feelings on the matter so you as the reader can understand where I'm going with this.  The problem with Discussion is once it gets going then I will haft to add in my experiences, my arguments, and parts of my life.  That will cause frustrations that don't need to be felt. 

I hope I haven't offended anyone.  I just don't want this to turn into a discussion because I'm not mentally or spiritually prepared to go down that road. 

I think I tried posting prayer requests similar to this one before.  But Yesterday I was at work listening to the Bible on MP3.  I realized that not everything that I was hearing was registering in my head.  It was then I thought about why I listen to my Bible instead of just reading it.  The reason is, I have trouble processing things I read.  Often times Listening works better for me.  But I wish things were different.  I wish I could process the information better.  Some people tell me to just go and seek out a doctor and experiment with medications.  For me that is easier said then done.  That's why I open up prayer requests like this.  It's not about getting out of doing things that are hard. It's about going to the Father for help.  It doesn't matter to me if He chooses to open the door for Medical Help, or If He chooses to just fix my head.  It's all up to Him.  What I want you to do is just ask the Lord to help me in this area of my life.  And if He chooses not to change my head, to at least help me absorb the Bible better.