Merciful Father, I praise Your Holy Name, I thank You for giving me this life, my children, all the adventures You have given me, A beautiful God Fearing Grandmother, thank You for never allowing me to think I was great, and could do for myself. I know You are my source of everything. You know everything about me, and You still love me, and provide all my needs. You know everything that has affected me physically, emotionally, spiritually and all my inmost experiences of mind and heart that have formed me into the person that I am now. Forgive me, Lord, for all the times that I have failed You, and my children. I forgive anyone who has failed or hurt me. Help me now to see that whatever is pulling me down phycially has an important part to play in bringing me to the fullness of the person You have destined me to be. Don't let me lose or miss anything that You want to do through it to bring Honor, and Glory to You, help me to not miss the purpose You have for me on earth, and please help make me ready for eternal life with You in heaven. Help me to be a blessing to all You put in my path, and help me to be a blessing especially to my children. Holy Spirit, convict their hearts to the truth, and open doors for them to bring Honor, and Glory to You. I renounce any rebellion or fear. I can't hear You right now Lord, but I know You are there, and You will not let go of me, I pray to let go of any wrong desires I have in my life. I surrender all of my present situation into Your loving care. I am weary, and know so well I can't fix anything in my life, that as always is in Your Loving Hands. My life, my Children are Yours, not mine. Since I can't seem to now pray as well as I wish I could, I ask You to accept instead each breath I draw as an act of love and trust in You. You are my Saviour, and I lean upon Your loving Heart with the peace of a little child in its father's arms. I know You will not forsake me. I love You, dearest Lord! Your Will be done. I lift all the suffering of this world up to You today, for Your Mercy, and I pray always in the name, above every name, JESUS. Amen.