Lord I need help, let me be blessed by You

Dear Lord,

Have mercy on me heavenly father,
Every day in and day out, my mind is thinking about early death than conquering my fears,
Unnecessary petty issues resulting in problems that result in friendships being broken,
I have not seen much progress in recovering a broken friendship when I compare to the success I get in my job.
I am always appreciated by my superiors in whichever Job I worked, but as far as relationship building & disaster management

Lord also Finance was always my concern area, I am always under pressure to earn more and the last one year is no good, something is happening and I dont need to know what it is as long as you are willing to have mercy on me and pour out your grace.

I do not care if it is a trial, a curse, a sin or a witchcraft against me. I asked for forgiveness and still asking for forgiveness, and mercy so that I could be happy and peaceful.

Thank you God for saving my life from snake thrice in my life,
Thank you God for protecting me from centipede and milipede bytes
Thank You for saving our family from electric short circuit on Jan 3, 2011
Thank you for saving my mothers life when I was a young boy, thank you for the prophets revelation that she was planning to commit suicide, thank you for saving our souls from eternal hell
Thank you for all the good things I got from some broken friendships, may it would have been worse if I continued with that
Thank you Lord that you replaced my damaged laptop and gave me a new one.
Thank you for the bike I got this year
Thank you for helping me upgrade my computer
Thank you Lord for helping me register our Trust Children Education Network
Thank you for all the prayer cells & bible studies you have given us.

Feed me Lord like how you fed Elijah
Save me like how you saved the widow whose oil & flour which did not run out
You are the Lord who said that you will make the enemies live at peace with him who pleases the Lord. Help me to be the one who pleases you.

I am praying this day for some positive thinking,
I am praying that many of my friends would understand my character & my relationships wont be broken for some stupid reasons
God help me,
God have mercy on me,
God bless me,
God pour out your grace upon me

God let the books I translate get published soon & let many souls be saved through that
God let everything that is blocking the progress of your work be destroyed.

Amen.