church and health...

I was talking to Paula yesterday in the vehicle (she takes me to church). I found out she has asked "Misty" on Facebook if she wants to come. "Misty" said maybe next week (not sure if she was sincere or just said that to get her off of her back).

There's so many problems...

1st of all "Misty" needs Jesus soooo much! It'd be wonderful if she went to church and excepted Jesus.

Paula has also asked dad,mom and my uncle last week. They declined. I asked mom yesterday...she said dad has football and well...she's busy doing whatever. It'd be wonderful if they went and excepted Jesus as well! They need Him sooooo much as well!

The problem you ask? Dad,mom,my uncle and Misty don't get along. And I know it's very unlikely they'll ever get into a vehicle with "Misty". Even if dad took his vehicle...I don't think he or mom would ever go into church with her.

Let me explain something "Misty" will start a fight (verbally) with you...that may happen at the church.

The other problem. I know I'm not allowed around "Misty". I can gurantee that...

I won't be allowed to go to that church anymore if "Misty" starts going there.

One more thing I'm not allowed around her kids. I know if they go I'll really be told "No!" They need the truth though...Atleast they're young enough that Jesus will take them up in the rapture.

Please pray...Both sides (parents and my uncle-other side "Misty") need Jesus...neither will step foot in that church if the other side goes. It's a nice church...it doesn't condemn you...it shows that forgiveness can be found in Jesus.

Now I can tell you about this health issue...I felt like I had to get sick today. I spit up what it looked like a little blood...

Mom said if it continues I'm going to the doctor/hospital.

Please pray Jesus makes it evident if it's serious so I can tell mom and we can go to the hospital.

And the money...I need to ask for prayers because I don't want that burden on my parents...

Please pray Jesus gets them through this...that they won't carry bitterness towards God or be bitter if I'm really sick. They don't need the stress on them of a sick daughter...Pray He gets them through this. I know mom especially has had a really hard life...I'm her only daughter/child...this would really cause her more heartache...she's had enough of that for a lifetime.

Pray if it is serious that I don't cry in front of others...especially family. And pray I hand it all over to Jesus...

edit: I so hope dad was right and that is was just what I ate late last night (it was saucey).

I think my main problem is,and yes I admit it, I don't trust Him enough...I stress way too much.