I know Christ is their providing for my needs and someday I will see Him in heaven and be with Dorothy again but their are times here latley He feels so far away.
Norman pray incessantly and keep your mind on God and get involved in loving others and helping others and leading others to our saviour Jesus. As you do this you will feel happy .Always know that GOD will be answering your prayers and blessing you and healing you. Do not worry. God bless you Norman , G.