Why God is so great in my life.

When I was a teenager all I wanted was to be accepted.And just like alot of us we started doing stupid things. For me I was around 14 yrs old and I blacked out by doing something really bad and my father saved my life that day. And that was the turning point for me because I started going to church and one Sunday I heard something that really touched me and that was the day I accepted Jesus in my life. I will tell you , I did fall back in my old ways for a long time. And all these bad things started happening to me and I thought Jesus left me. Let me tell you, He never left me, I LEFT HIM. I should have died numorous times but here I am. My mother died in 2006 from lung cancer and copd and I was with her till the end and what I experienced is what brought me back. I asked Jesus to come back to my life and asked for forgiveness of all my sins
Since then I have Quit smoking it has been 16 months since I Quit and I qhit drinking also. I have a home church that I am so happy to be a part of. I am very active in the church and for the fist time in my life I feel like my life is really worth something. I am really happy and I give all the credit to Jesus.He accepted me for me. All i needed to do was to let him in.