Hi my name is Luiza, I grew up in a Christian family, and have always believed in God. However I had never officially asked Jesus to come in to my life. A few months ago I realized deep in my heart that, this is not the end this life is just temporary journey. I realized I need a savior so, so without doing any kind of intellectual research or anything about Jesus and the New Testament I somehow new that he was the way. I asked Him to come in to my life and to reveal him self to me. After this I started to get bombarded with doubts about Jesus him self, about the new testament if it's true or not. Every since then I've been trying to fight my doubts, by researching and trying to find answers. However I know in my heart that Jesus is the only way, I'm not sure if I feel this way because I'm scared that if I don't believe in Him I'm going to Hell.
I have probably asked God, to come into my life a million times. How do I make sure he is in me? i want to feel at peace, and right now I have anxiety and fear not knowing If I have him or not.
I want to be believe and be convinced so desperately.
Can anyone help me please?
Thank you so much.
Luiza