The beauty of Christianity to me is how we can have peace while things
are falling apart, Joy through it all and no fear even through the valley
of death.
I'm wondering if any of
you were not to have this peace and joy. And the fear followed you
continually, would you still follow the Lord and if so what would you
do different if anything without this behore mentioned? Seriously? If
you weren't ever able to feel an anointing the presence of God
would you stay following Him? I know folks aren't suppose to go by
feelings but come on really think .. in church no peace joy no presence
no nothing anywhere??? How would you follow God then? Please I hope my questions
are taking seriously and not thought to be unimportant. Normally I don't care if my post get comments or not but this post is very important to me. I hope for sincere honesty too. thank you if anyone replies.
the quote above is Dv's plus the quote above is what I used to have but no longer do.
>>If you knew me before you would know I didn’t make a habit of asking Christians anything.
I am sure you didn't ask before because you did not know cool Christians like me hahaha hahaha ohhhh aren't I vain huh? hahaha ohhhh sis I am cracking myself up again. :)
Hey girl – We are so bless by your boldness and unique way of asking real questions. All questions are real, but you touch on some tough issues and we love you for allowing us to speak into your life.
>>I dont have anywhere private to go. " No prayer closet"
I am sure there are times you are left by yourself at home. Take advantage of those times. I understand that you fear having your past flashed before your eyes as it did that one time, so when you find the time to fall to your knees, start by praising God and thanking Him for the privilege you have to come to His throne of grace and ask Him to please not allow your life (all the abuses etc) to flash before your eyes and ask Him to allow you to feel His comfort. His embrace and His Love.
James 4:2
...You do not have, because you do not ask God.
God wants a relationship with you sis. Ask Him boldly as His daughter that you are. Ask Him for what you want and don't want to happen. Our God is good.
>> if I get knocked like I did before on that night.
You did not die the first time and you would not die the second time, but I hear you sis, I hear you loud and clear and i will pray as i am sure others who read this that God's love and peace envelop you when you do cry out to Him. You don't have to be all crying and stuff, just be streight forward with Him. Believe me sis, we do not surprise Him. He knows you better than you know your self. God loves you and is extremely aware of your fears, but He is still waiting on you. You have gotten wonderful counsel from the wonderful friends you have here. Ramona, Ron, Carla, Rod etc... Are always sincerely loved you, because you are easy to love, but God is waiting on you girl.
We can tell you the solution, but if you do not apply it, then.... You know. We love you and God loves you even more. You are not here because you are bore, thou sometimes that maybe the case nor because you are so seeking God. You are here because God has you here. He brought you to a good place where you would meet beautiful people of God and knuckle heads like me hahaha.
Love you - It's time beloved, it's time to reach out to the one that made you and chose you. He loves you and wants you with Joy and peace.
Hey girl – We are so bless by your boldness and unique way of asking real questions. All questions are real, but you touch on some tough issues and we love you for allowing us to speak into your life.
((The above is your tip toeing way of saying ... We are so confused by your mouth and your strange way of asking doofy questions. Questions are real and you slam some pretty bizarre ones at us. and we have to love you and the strange questions, too thanks a lot for making us feel like we have to answer this craziness ))))
Aint it????? :-)
Actually David it is rare that I'm alone. At least one stays with me always,. But I am going to try to study the bible more. It seems I put it back down again. I have a book by Paul Washer. I've had it for a few months . Its a brain book so its going to be difficult for me. I will need prayer for understanding. The book is made to where you have to have the bible open. Thank you for your fun personallity you really do crack me up. Laughter is good and you do make me put out a quick chuckle every now and then.