LOL Demons even throw cheap shots (Warning: Lots of reading! LOL)

So I was just sleeping. Before I explain what happened, allow me to share with you something relevant.

I was born on May 31st. During my "Dark Times", something strange began to happen. Since my 13th birthday (which again, falls on the 31st) I started to experience strange dreams that were related to magic, spirits, and figures, that would visit me in my sleep. The problem is they took place in my "location" (the house, outside, or even in that very same room) during the exact same hours of which I sleep. Some could even say this is like an out of body experience.

Now what would happen is that I am sound asleep. Dreams quickly turn into a flash warning, where again, I am brought back to "location" as the dream begins to become disturbing and when I wake, I cannot move. I feel the presence of "Fear" and "Panic" in the room with me. There is a shadowy figure that appears cloaked, appearing even darker than the shadows themselves will then leave me. Once it has left, I am free to move again, breathe, or even speak. One time, I even woke up the opposite direction of which I sleep, with my upper body on the floor, pointed to my open door with my feet where I lay my head, and I awaken to find that same figure standing above me. It almost appeared as if it were trying to take me out of my room.

Once these (sleep paralysis episodes) even disturbed the cats outside my room, as I could hear them during this. If you must know what happened, I was going through a hard time. I had woken up to strange little demons in which I have never seen before and almost appeared as little cherubs but demonic like. There were two. One was jumping on my computer keyboard as it was left on, and the other was racing around my body, laughing and taunting me. I tried to grab him in my hand, and once I did, I woke up completely (I was between sleep yet was able to move, sort of, the blanket wasn't able to be removed from my face, yet I could see what was in my room). As this was going on (not fully awake), I heard one of the two cats outside my door. Once I fully woke up, I looked at the clock (It was a little past 3AM). I open my door thinking someone was awake to make the cat meow in which I heard. I open the door to find the little light from my computer shinning upon an awakened cat sitting up already expecting the door to open (when I woke up, I had not made a single sound) and all the lights off for my roommates were asleep. During this episode, I heard this ugly voice. It was annoyed by what was in my room and deeply hated these things. It kind of scared me, because it was cursing and sounded very, very angry. No man has ever replicated what I have heard, which is why it terrified me. I thought it was maybe me speaking through my head to these demons, because it was referring to them. It surely wasn't Godly, for it was cursing (which I admit I have a bad habit of doing). It came off like the sound of a blood thirsty, violent man full of hate. I really can't the right disturbing picture for you.

Anyways.....


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In my dream, I said a prayer to the Lord and begin to fall asleep. Then in my dream, I was awakened (so I was still dreaming) and found that a demon was in my room. I couldn't see him, but I could feel him or more in my room. So I began to recite as many of the prayers and Word of God from the Bible that I could remember (which isn't much). Then in my dream, an old neighbor appeared outside and I looked through the blinds to find him rushing to my door with many cars with their doors open and writing on them outside. As I go to the front door, my mother (yeah I had moved back home as of June 2007) was at the door talking to him and I ran past him to see my car is missing and not in my driveway. There were other cars with tally marks on them all with the number 13 (or so it appeared) on them. It appeared as if people were planning on stealing the cars. I quickly yelled "Where is my car?!" and he said "There!" but I couldn't see it.

Now, I admit am obsessed with my car. It isn't anything special, really. But all the hard work, time, and money I had put into it people do notice. I know the Lord didn't want me to be obsessed over it, but He did want me to have it (how do I know? many reasons that I will not list, that is another story). So in my dream I come back into my room and I laugh. I could still feel the demon in my room and I am like "Dude, you are such a liar! I know I am still sleeping! This never happened because the Lord wouldn't allow it to!". Then I actually woke up. Thought maybe it was a warning, so I did go outside and check on it, nothing.

I know this happens when I grow closer to or making sense of how God communicates with me. God doesn't literally talk to me, He shows me things and when I catch on, I am rewarded for it. Or, if I question if that is even Him, I am then visited by "Satan" or these "Demons", which tells me I am on the right track, for they are trying to break me.


So yes, they can take cheap shots sometimes! LOL I just thought that was funny, trying to make me dream something happened to my car. I have had dreams like that before, but this one was very much brought on by a demon, because it was in the room with me in my dream. That one was weak.


Well! If you made it thus far, give yourself a round of applause, because I know I talk a lot in giving background information for what my point is.



---Faust