I was wondering because I hear people say that as christians we should believe for things we need, such as a miracle healing, but other times people say that we should rely solely on God's will and not our own. Also, in the book of Job, the Lord says that Job's suffering is not due to sin and should not be looked at as punishment; however, there is no tangible explanation as to why Job suffered for so long. I also think about the idea that everywhere Jesus went, He healed the sick, thus indicating that His will is to heal all who call upon him to do so. But then, why do so many christians still suffer? Do they not believe strongly enough that God will heal them? Or is it just not God's intention or will to heal them? Is believing for a miracle healing a sign of admirable faith, which God will reward, or is it diminishing to the Lord's honor because we expect something from Him that is based on our own desire?